http://rodn3yxi5xc0ol.buzznet.com/user/journal/ en-us http://rodn3yxi5xc0ol.buzznet.com/user/journal/1450591/ My son Wessley commited suicide and now he's dead and idk what to do :'[ He was my life he was everything to me.....although he was really my nephew i saw him as my son.... I thought that kid was the bravest kid in the world...cuz he lost both of his parents yet he would tell me that he was gonna turn into the gratest bass player ever to live and then he was gonna be an scientist and he was gonna discover a way to clone ppl so he can clone himself and look twice as hot lol...idk he was so smart...one day when i came from work he came running to me with the biggest smile on his face....he came running to tell me that he had found that one person he was looking for....so i asked him who it was and he said "Dad im the happyest and luckyest person alive,i just met this girl,her name is rosaisela but ppl call her rosy,but the prettiest girl alive,she showed me was love really is, and the best thing is...THAT SHE'S MINE ALL MINE!...now i know why god brought me into this world...to meet her" he sounded so happy...and that was his first and last girlfriend ever....the night they broke up he had i guess sneaked in my room and he had gotten one of my guns.....if i hadn't gone into his room he would of shot himself.....then o friday i guess it was too much for hi to handle that he ended his life......he told me that he was just gonna rest in his room...and so i thought he was asleep when i opened the door he was in his bed with his little ...<tears>...eyes closed but when i looked down i saw his hand and it was driping blood....<tears>i just droped to my knees and started crying.......so i just grabed him and held his small inocent body against mine......then stephanie (she's like family to us) came and she saw him and started crying like crazy.....(they were very close although they weren't really related)....then we just took him took him to the hospital but the doctors had said he was gone already he no longer excisted.....the moment i felt like dying i felt someone just stabed in the heart...<tears>.......i miss that kid! *crie
s hard* WESSLEY SON COME BACK!!!!!!!!!!! :'{

     

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